So much to do

Between trying to see about new better paying jobs with benefits, emotional disarray, financial hardships, and needing to move out of my house and trying to find an apartment, my brain is going a million miles an hour. There's just so much to do, and i feel like i don't have the time nor will to accomplish things. I guess that's just adulthood and life all together. I knew it wouldn't be easy, but with no kind of family support, it's kinda difficult. I'll keep ya'll updated on how things progress. These days i'm going to be out of my house as much as i can, due to my nephew who just moved back in this morning. Same ol' shit when he's back now. No school, no job, i get home from work and his clothes thrown everyhouse a fucking mess like before, sittin watching tv on the god damn phone. yet my mother says he's changed.......never knew how naive and blind a person could be! Fist thing he tells his mother is, "i need new sneakers and clothes." Granted the fuckin kid has 20 pairs of sneakers here, and a whole wardrobe, but no, he wants new stuff. So i need to get out of this house before i kill someone. I just can't take it. I got so used the the house being in order and quiet when i got home. I could take a nap, not worry about anything being missing when i got home! Not anymore...why? because my mother has no reguard for my privacy or rights. She respects them, but when others infringe on my rights, she says i should forgive and let it go. So i'm leaving! Shit, right about now i feel like living on the street. i can't take this anymore. It sucks when your uncomfortable in your own house!
Anyway, i hope to spend this weekend far far away from here.