I just wanna say thanx for all of the support from everyone in my last blog. i appreciate it. I'm feeling a bit better now about things, and i just want to take my negativity and turn it into productivity. So i'm on a quest to do that!
Anyway, Now days i'm thinking about starting some sort of funk/fusion group. I already have some people in mind, but idk about a rythm section. I mean, of course i'll be on drums, but i'd need a bass player(at least till Quinn gets back in town) and a keyboard player. Thing is i need people who are gonna be down. Basically 90% of eastman is excluded. No offense, but the majority of people who i ask about gigs always give me the"if i'm not gettin payed at least $50 a gig i'm not playin, or they just don't wanna jam. So i say whatever.(this does not apply to any eastman peeps who have played any gigs with me, nor have screwed me over.) But that is my goal right now.
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Doesn't it feel good when people show you that they care?
Yeah, and also it feels good to make people feel good.
I have a question i've been wondering and i'd like someone to answer.
You want your friend to be there in your bad times, but do you share your good times with your friend?
And it is a general question, i'm not talking about anybody.
Z.A.
I share my good times with everyone! I'm not the kind of person to only share and vent when i'm pissed or upset. I only do that when i write.Verbally i express all emotions with my friends. that way our relationship isn't based off of misfortune pain and sorrow!!
That question came because i saw all those reactions when you were down. All people who loves you, and even the ones who don't even know you, giving you what you needed at that time.
And i wanted to see the next blog, you were obviously happier and with a better mood. And i thought, let's see how many people write this time.
For me it is amazing, you still need people, just like you needed them when you were down. So why people don't express their feelings or support when someone is happy?
I'll make an exemple of my real life.
On friday 11, i started to quit smoking, i'm proud to say that i haven't tried a cigarrette since then, and i'm doing pretty well.
The thing is that i was bored of people telling me to leave it: it's bad for you, i don't want to see you having cancer, i'll help you with it...
But hey, do you want to know now how many people even noticed that i quit? do you want to know how many people ask me how i am doing? (believe me that it is very hard and it is a big effort).
And for the people who get hurt by what i say, i repeat, this is a general comment, i am not thiking about anyone in particular, neither i'm judging nobody. I believe that everybody is free to do what they want, this is just my point of view.
Another thing, if the 4 questions really helped you, even just a little, i have something that is really helpful
Self Matters : Creating Your Life from the Inside Out, by Phillip C. McGraw
Z.A.
yeah, i see what you mean. It's funny that way. There are only a few people who respond or say anything when i'm happy, but people come out of the woodworks when your sad. I don't think it's on purpose. Maybe most just feel that when your happy, you don't need the support. But in all reality, that is when you need it the most!!
Poop is coming out of the woodwork, too, not just friends! I love you forever, D. You will always be my best friend.
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