Sunday, December 17, 2006

Run, Run away!


I've been here living with my mother for a few weeks now. It's not a great situation. My mother and i don't see eye to eye on many things. She likes to be in complete control of every situation whether she is right or wrong, and I'm very layed back and try to work with people rather than deligaate what I need and want. So you can see this isn't working. I'm going to have to deal for just a while longer.
Being unemployed is horrible. This is the longest it has been for me in the past 11 years. I just don't know what to do with myself. I have gotten some offers for new jobs, but none of them have offered any good pay. I need something where I can work hard and be paid for my services fairly. i have an interview at Sinbad's mediterranian restaurant tommorow. We'll see how that goes.
So I have recently decided that I'm going to move to New york City much sooner than planned. There is nothing here for me in Rochester. I've talked to many people about this and everyone i've talked to ask " Devon, why are you even still in Rochester." I've been asking myself that same question. I have been because of money. But right now, i cannot be afraid of it. I'm a talented human being, I have no need to worry about making a living because I work hard at whatever I do, and i WILL succeed.
So the general feeling right now is that I MUST get away from this place. there isn't anything that is keeping me here, nor anything that will benefit me. Only things that will set me back, and hinder my future. So basically... I'm out!

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