My new life

I've been feeling very good lately. I've figured out a non-medicinal way to help improve and ultimatly get over my anxiety. I'm going about it completely on my own. I'm doing excercises, and planning my day, eating right, and a lot more to help myself through this. There has been a lot of struggling in my life in the past, and this is the point where i have decided that it's over. I'm not going to worry about it anymore. Life is great, and i'm going to live it right. Through God i will succeed. I've always had faith in god so nothing has changed there. But faith is going to be a bigger part of my life. I'll be 23 in a few weeks, and there is so much i want to get done. I WILL get it done. I will go where i want to go. I will fly higher than i ever have. There will never be another reason to doubt if i'm going to make it or not.
I'm soon going to be cooking at a great resturaunt that i'll have a lot of say in how the kitchen runs and how it goes along with my buddy Erik who will be the head chef. I'm also in the process of working on songs for my CD which i plan on recording this summer or maybe even sooner. I have a lot of things brewing in my mind right now, and they will all be rectified. There is no looking back at the past and dwelling umungst the mistakes that i have made. This is a new life for me. I said to myself that things will change this year, and my resolution was to change my life for the better. I almost let that die, but now i have new energy, new strength. When i move to NYC, i will be successful because i have faith in myself now. I have drive and ambition like i did when i was in highschool. No more excuses. Only the best for me now. There is no where to look but up from here. I am reborn.