Meh, just stuff

Well this weather is pretty deoressing. I thought cleaning my car off everyday was over. My 22nd Birthday is a month from today, and the chance that it will be snowless is slim to nil!! But i guess i should be used to it, because i haven't had a snowless B-day since i was 13!!!! But oh well.
I'm pretty upset about this whole thing about 3 city schools closing. i used to really like mayor Bill Johnson. Now i just don't understand him. 3 schools can close because there is no money, teachers are layed off, nurses removed from schools.......but yesterday Rochester payed $32 million for that god damn fast ferry. The ship that never works!!! I guess they are just getting ready for the kids who have no where to go to school, they can work as janitors on the ship!! Yeah thanx a lot city of Rochester. I just don't understand how this all works, and how they can take away education and invest millions into lesiure. Whatever.
These days i'm really starting to try to get more on the ball with my life. I'm feeling a bit empty lately for reasons i don't really wish discussing, but it's one of those things where you make a decision that will hurt, but in hopes to make the future better overall because you care so much. I just hope it's the right thing to do. Well, that's my battle.
Well this month i'm going to focus on my music, reading the rest of harry potter(last 2 book out) my health, and my spirituality. It's all a part of my new years resolutions, but i figure this month is a good month to not be distracted my so many other things. So that's where my head will be. My drumming is coming along very well. I'm starting to get well known as a drummer. people don't even know i play trumpet or trombone, which was my goal. But i want and need to be 10 times better than i am now. I have all the basics and hard stuff i need, but i need to dive into the impossible. So that is where i'm going to dwell this month. I would like to be able to end my year of being 21 with "dude, you are way sicker than u were last month." So wish me luck!
Peace!!