I just wanna chill!!!

Well, I had to go to court the other day to clear up this suspended liscence thing(even though i payed the ticket). I sat there with Justin for HOURS until i finally got called up, just so the damn judge to tell me to clear up the situation, and come back on the 20th to say i cleared it up!!! Couldn't they have just mailed me that fucking statement?!!!! I mean, damn!!! So now i just have to pay some sorta fine, talk to an attorney(so i can negotiate a smaller fine) and just pay it. This is just total bullshit!! Meh, whatever.
I'm looking for another job right now due to two thing.....first, I just can't live on what i'm making at the cafe. I don't want to take extra barista shifts because i hate it now that we are kind of a small resturaunt or whatever we are. I love cooking to death. We do so much and we do it quickly, and i have a lot of fun doing it! It's stirred up this whole cooking thing with me. Now i'm addicted. i mean, i loved cooking b4 the cafe, but it made me like it even more!...........But the second thing is, well, I heard what My boss is going to do next. She's gonna put me and Alecia back to being regular baristas and take cooking away from us, and make Eric just do soup and making sandwiches. He's a chef!!!!!! Also that's basically a demotion, and a pay cut. That just isn't cool. She should have thought about all of this before she made us cooks. We are doing very well with this, and as soon as things are comfortable, she changes everything. I'm very sick of it. She asked me what i wanted from her, and i said consistancy. Well this is the last straw. No matter what, she always changes things drastically. I'm tired of it, and if she decides to do this, i'm just moving on. Whatever.
I need to move out of my house and get my own place. Being here at home is just costing me too much. U think when you go through a finacial and mental hardship that your parental units are there to help you out a little bit. Well, not in my case. I'm trying to pay off loans and debt, and my mom is wanting me to foot 70% of the household bills, plus pay my car insurance. So The rest of this month, i'm gonna be looking for a better paying job that doesn't chnage things every other week, and after that, start staking out studio apartments or something.
But all in all, i just want to be able to just chill and be happy. But with all the hard work i've done last year after leaving Eastman, i guess i'm just going to have to work 10 times as hard to get where i want to be. But i'm ok with that. I've done it before, and i'm gonna do it again! Peace!!